That’s actually considered ... weird.”“I do not consider this weird,” said Suki. “It is obvious to me that you love Tim very much, and that ...e also loves you.”Suki went on to tell Emma about Japanese women, or at least the kind who feel the best way to educate and control their sons (and keep them out of trouble) is to teach them how to have intercourse and then become the son’s constant and only lover until he marries.Naturally, this twanged a string on Emma’s sexual guitar. She’d wanted to. " "I thought you hated wearing dresses!" "I did at first, then I got used to them. Then I was surprisedwhen at times I actually felt sexy in a dress. "Well, as far as I'm concerned you can wear what you want fromnow on. However, when I want to look exceptionally nice would youdo my make-up?" He laughed and agreed. That night when he took his shower he feltlike singing. He slept the best he had in ages and the next morninghe wore what he thought was his prettiest dress. At work a woman. Can I even identify him from this? she worried. I think I've seen him, but I can't be positive. If I'm going to save Mom, I'll have to kill him, but I certainly don't want to kill the wrong man – assuming he ever comes close enough to me so I can even attempt it. The thought of shooting someone – someone she had never even met, was making her wonder if the milk she had just drunk was going to stay down.Sighing, she slipped the picture behind others, returned her billfold, undressed and slipped. Even now, ayear later, Steve smiled as he thought about it. The whole town showedup to church on Sundays to hear Pastor Dan give another of his famoussermons. Steve knew he always felt better after hearing one of hisstories.Working in the fields was boring and that gave Steve a lot of time toobsess about Sue's comment. He thought about talking to Pastor Dan butthe whole thing was too embarrassing. Thoughts crept into hissubconscious. That summer was when the first dreams occurred but.