In the note you told me I was to put on the blindfold that was in the car and sit back and enjoy the ride. I did as you asked. I was beginning to get ...et just thinking about what you may have in store for me tonight.After just a short time, the car stopped and the driver told me you would be there in a minute to collect me.When the car door opened, I heard you whisper "You DO trust me."You helped me out of the car and we walked slowly to the door. We walked in and you asked for my coat. Naked. That was unfortunate timing especially with it being my birthday being today; I was 18 and legally able to vote and drink, not that I planned to do much of that considering my recent experience.With commentary duties on the grand final tonight and with the televised presentation dinner in the Palladium Room at the Crown casino tomorrow night my parents decided a small birthday party this afternoon with family and friends would be best for all concerned.I knew there would be quite a few people. Sometimes she would stay while her car was serviced and we would chat. Over the years we really hit it off, sharing a similar sense of humour and outlook on life, and began getting flirty. The sexual tension between us was very strong, and the flirting heavy, each time she came in. I loved her visits.A taxi pulled up shortly after five. I had her keys and invoice ready for her - her husband had called and paid over the phone earlier in the day - as I assumed she would be a hurry to get home.. I have no reason to go on living and no one will miss me.My foster parents, yeah right. They'll be happy I'm not eating everything in sight, and they'll probably hope that no one at DCFS catches on so they can keep cashing the check I generate every month. Friends, who would want to be my friend? I move so much, thanks to DCFS, that making friends is a no win proposition. Now I just keep everybody away, be an asshole, or what ever works. I've lost too many friends already, I don't need any.