Then I would to move to the couch in front of the fireplace and they would take over the bedroom.I was cooking supper when Marti ran into the cabin. S...e was putting on her tee shirt and carrying the towel and her bikini top. She looked scared."Look outside, Max," she said. I looked out the front door. The clear blue sky of an hour ago had been replaced by a dark mass of anvil shaped thunderheads. The air smelled of rain. This was going to get nasty very fast."We have to close the shutters!" I. This quandary raged for two days. That man had imprisoned both of us and caused Kathy serious injury, perhaps this could be considered payment. If the money belonged to the man’s relatives, I had no way to identify him. Looking at both sides of the issue, I wrestled with the decision. Eventually I reasoned we should keep the cash. ‘Kathy, let’s go for a walk.’ I asked after lunch. She was agreeable and we left the cabin. As we walked, we held hands and talked of our future. Ever so subtly I. Understand?" I nodded and tried to control my moans but couldn't get to sleep especially when others in the room awoke and became aware of their pain and cried out too. I was the first but not the only one punished that day. Several times the nurse reprimanded others and in the dim blue light, I saw a man stagger to the loos but couldn't see the state of his body.My pain fuelled my anger at what I'd had to endure. My blood boiled with hate for the judges, my father, for Janice, and especially. ." but i know, he is right. I should have waited. I was quick to get angry. I should have waited. He nods and pats the bed for me to sit next to Him. I'm completely deflated, all of the thrill of expectation has left me and I'm just left feeling hollow. He puts His arm around my shoulder and pulls me in closer. He puts His lips to my hairline and says softly into my hair, "baby, your a shitty submissive, you cant even wait a half an hour for me."I feel the tears prick my eyes. I don't want Him.