I was happy for Susheela. I was even happy for Jim. I was not happy for myself. I put on a sort of 'happy indifference' — I even helped Jim plan his...Christmas present outing for Su ... Oh, God...I loved him.But I loved him too much to have him just because ... I don't know, because he pitied me? Because he felt he owed me something? I wanted to be sure he loved me.When Su died, I mourned my friend. But it was much worse watching Jim come apart. I watched him functioning like an automaton, going. ’ He said. ‘What?’ ‘Don’t worry about it.’ He gave my cheek a friendly squeeze and he winked at me. ‘Well if you’re going to kidnap me and tie me down I will worry about it.’ I said. ‘Most do.’ He said. ‘What are you going to do with me?’ ‘Frankly there’s very little use in telling you. I’m draining your brain, so when the download is complete you won’t remember it anyway. How are you feeling?’ ‘Panicked.’ I said. ‘Angry.’ ‘You appear quite calm though.’ He said. ‘Well. "There you are sissy puppy....sit up."I sat up and using the best puppy dog expression I knew, I showed her mypaw, the glove not quite fully on."Oww does sissy puppy need her Mistresses help," she smiled."Woof....woof," I answered."Good girl."She came to me and fully pulled the rubber paw glove onto my hand. I nowknew I was stuck and it would be hard to get them off. The idea of takingthem off was soon quashed by Mistress."Paw," she instructed.I gave her my left paw and she produced and. She ran to the dining area and sat on the dining table, with slightly opening her legs wide and teasing me inviting me to fuck her, I moved closer to her and tried to her open her legs, she pushed me and said why are you getting so restless. I again came closer to her and she held my dick pulled me and asked me what are you waiting for and opened her legs wider, it was a wonderful feeling her pussy was indeed very very sexy and neat. Without waiting I pushed my middle finger in her pussy.