I remember one particular birthday I was looking at my life At a table with some friends. They all had someone; I didn’t so I went home by taxi feel...ng sorry for myself. I went in the house, stopped, poured a glass of wine, and went to my bedroom and I stripped my clothes and looked at my body from every angle, sure, I’d had a k**. That was 17 years ago though and I sagged a little here and there but I still thought I could turn some heads. I took a shower and wandered downstairs in the. But a slutty sissy. Thefinal touch is a pink latex hood with holes either side on my head toallow my hair to be pulled through to produce two pony tails. My hairbraided with two pink plats making them long enough to reach the top ofmy ass. There are holes in the hood for my eyes and mouth but I havelimited vision which is why my wife is driving.Yes my wife is driving me to the local dogging spot where she is goingto turn me into a cum dump....one of my darkest fantasies! She sitsbeside me. I cried out and clawed his arms as he held him self there; a few tears ran down the side if my face and Rob wiped them away with his thumb. The pain subsided as he moved slowly inside of me and I began to enjoy the feel of his cock. Rob went slow for a while as he licked my nipples and kissed me all over. My body swarmed with new feelings and emotions. I was at ease and spread my legs wider for him. He sat up on his knees and grabbed my ass, pulling me closer. The new angle caused pain, but. I wanted to see him smile. Mark, theadjunct who had just tied me up and violated me in a horrific andnightmarish way.I thought about running out of the house, getting in my car and drivingaway and I made a slight movement to do so then stopped with my heartbeating extremely fast. I wasn't completely in control of myself but Icouldn't explain why."Something is different. Very different."I didn't want to say more. Part of me wanted to confide in Mark becauseI felt like I could trust him despite.