Stewart, I’m flattered, it’s nice to know that I’m getting through to some of them. For the first six weeks I was challenged, energized, excited...and terribly idealistic. Now I’m just tired and depressed and spending far too much of my paycheck on cheap beer. My military training is the only thing that gets my butt out of bed and in here each morning, plus I need the paycheck to buy more cheap beer. I don’t even know if I want to stay in teaching but if I do, I want to teach, not maintain. Stoplights were our thing, me pressing my body over to him in search of those luscious lips that made my insides melt. His hand on my thigh, shivers running through my body and causing me to smile ear to ear.It wasn’t long after we first admitted our feelings that I left my husband, moved in with family, and never looked back. I knew that it wasn’t him that caused this, but I wanted him to be the end goal.I found freedom overwhelming at first. On nights when I didn’t have my child, I kept. Who are you, ah yes I remember Diana, don, t you think this has gone farenough, yesterday is past, its a new day.A NEW DAY, she laughed, you have been here 4 months, but don, t fret allwill become clear, now put your glasses on and I shall explain.You are not dreaming it is reality, 4 months, you have been kept in asemi conscious state whilst we have carried out some of the more thingswhich take time.Shortly I will release you and leave you to think hard onwhat I tell you.You Bitch, Shut up. 2 of the flats, on the opposite side, were occupied by elderly families who were retired. The 3rd flat was unoccupied for a while and then one day a young man, around my age came to stay as a tenant there.The elderly couples used to treat me like their daughter and they used to drop in every now and then or have me visit their houses and used to treat me to lovely home cooked lunches and dinners. As was to be expected, they were also great gossips and used to regale me with stories of what was.