"Are you gonna pay up or what."I laughed then, looking at Tony. "See what I mean?" I asked and then nodded. "Yeah okay, ummm ... The same time okay? I...want Tony to be there. I..." I bit my lip, looking at him. "I want him to be my first, alright?" Your first?" Tony narrowed his eyes."I never did it," I swallowed nervously. "So um ... You did it before, right? Like you know how?"He chuckled and I blushed. "Don't worry, everybody knows how. That ain't the hard part." Yeah. I know." I was sounding. Who was it that called and why was Sara in this part of town she did not know? It all seemed puzzling and a little frightening. What did all this mean to Sara? She just hoped her friend was all right, walking these streets as the light was fading made her feel even more apprehensive for her friend. She was already in such a fragile state after all. As Carol turned the corner she found Sara standing on the curb looking nervous, shifting her weight from one foot to the other and dressed like the. “ No can do. Saturday night they are with their girlfriends. Karen said. Let me go through our options.Ron fucking you in the ass sounds good but he went out of town this weekend.Then there is Bern but I think tonight won’t work out. I don’t want to drive to the other side of town to the black bar tonight. Besides we would need a hotel room then. It is not Wednesday night so I guess you modeling for a black man is out the question. I am running out f options I said.So how about carry out pizza. I couldn't stand the boredom. And I hate to tell you this, but I have been unfaithful, just like I know you have. The difference with me is it was with another woman, women, actually. I am not the Jenny that left you five years ago, and I can never be again." Her eyes were tearing up."Why are you telling me this, my love. You know it makes no difference. Sure I don't like the idea of you fucking other people, escpecially lesbian sex, but with what has happened to me in the last few months, I.