I felt my eyes filling with tears. I could see his worried expression. He wanted me to stay. I couldn’t speak, nor eat, I couldn’t even breathe. "...hy?” I said with a shaking voice, “Why are you doing this? It was the perfect fantasy, and you want to ruin it. Why?” Tears started shedding my cheeks. "Because I want you to trust me. I want to feel you, to be with you, if only for one second. If you want to leave I can understand, and I won’t stop you. But I’d love you to stay at least for the. Someone laughed at daddy and didn't get killed. It's amazing. Of course he loves Rebecca almost as much as he does me, so she can get away with things no one else can."Huh? No. Brian hasn't been conscious since the accident and doesn't know about Beth. Daddy is afraid it's going to kill him. He hated to leave. I think he wanted to be here to support Brian when we tell him."Ummm. Hank was here. JoAnna came with him but rode back with Coulter. Hank had some business in town, up here. He looked. Wow. Electric. I lean back onto the bed and reap instant sensory benefits. Oooh. What a delicious invention. If the ceiling had eyes, it would see a nearly-naked girl with an oscillating microphone pointed at her panties...and the gleefully bitten lip the new toy inspires.Following the natural dip, I slide the bulb down a couple of inches. Whoops, too much. I wince and hastily reconnect it as before. No two ways about it; my button will have to be stalked with much more subtlety than the manual. She willed herself to relax and then mentally beat herself up for not being able to do such an ordinary task. I finally pulled away and started the shower back up.With the water flowing over us, I placed my cock between her legs once more and said, "Maybe the running water will help". This wasn't what I wanted. I wanted to feel her "squirt" on my cock, and the shower would mask that, but right now I just needed her to be able to do this if we were ever gonna get to her "squirting" as I.