So little time. I’m blessed that I don’t have to do everything myself, blessed that I have people who are ready, willing, and very able to do what...��s required. My day began curled up with three tigers and three jaguars. I was “home” in my family apartment aboard Arc Dios and Debra and Dawn had deemed that I needed to bond with the younger cats in my family. It was just me and the six cats, two mommies and their cubs.Poor Kimba was excluded because he was a male cat. Tigers and jaguars, despite. I attended classes as a man, butwe'd go out and socialize as two women. Over summer vacation, we took jobs aslibrary aides at the college as two women. I was still more comfortableliving in a feminine persona. My hair was very long so I kept it in aponytail, my ears were pierced for earrings, I kept my skin and complexionfeminine with cosmetics and skin care treatments. I kept my weight down withdiet to maintain a feminine physique although I was naturally thin anyway. Mybody was completely. Burning into every cell in my body. Devastating me. At these times I struggle to talk or move or think. Paralised by despair. Maybe if Id done things differently wed still be together. Dont think about it Rachel. Too sad. *** (AN ARGUMENT) So will I tell you about last nights argument? It wasnt anything spectacular really. Just an every-day kind of tiff. Soon as I got home I knew it was going to happen. It was inevitable. I was in that kind of a mood. Itching to fight. *How was the practice?*. Maybe he wanted to show me off or show others the power he had over me. Whenever someone looked our way, he found some way to expose me. At one point he stood next to me and pulled my face to his crotch. I gently nuzzled against him knowing that soon that monster would be fully inserted in my ass. We finished our drinks quickly and as we walked out he lifted the hem of my dress, grabbed my backside and said, "Her ass is mine tonight."Back in the room I told him how I wanted every inch of him.