The relationship would fall apart within days if I kept thinking about how bad it was that it was so good."What's wrong?" Nothing," I lied."I can feel...it. Your body tensed up in a something's-wrong way." You can't possibly tell that just from holding me."But I knew he could. So I told him about my conversation with Sandy and my fears."It's a triumph of hope over reason. I've never been seriously hurt by someone I trust. If it happens, I won't be a virgin anymore. I'll learn to deal with it. I. Martin leaned his head forward as far as he could only to have Leannepush his head back into the box, and pull the chin strap inside aroundhis chin."Don't do this to me," he said watching her with the feeling ofhopelessness coming over him."Hush," she said as she fixed the box on the chair.She pulled the leather blind fold down over his eyes, and then forced themouthpiece between his lips. There were two small ear pieces she pushedin his ears so he could hear her talk when she wanted to. I completed my studies and settled for a job in Bangalore at a lesser salary, only to be near her and feast my eyes.My brother was doing good and they had no problem in accommodating me in their 2 bedroom apartment. My infatuation grew by leaps and bounds when I saw her in tight jeans, skirts, backless blouse (only when she used to go for party with my brother ) and saree all underlining her femininity and that marvelous curvaceous body displaying no symptoms whatsoever to prove that she is. I started sucking cock when I was a few years under the legal age of 18. That first time was with another young guy who's dad was also a roughneck like my dad; and in fact, they worked together then on the same rig. After that, I was a true die-hard cock sucker for the rest of my life; and I still am, even at the age of 67!At one time (believe it or not), I was considered a 'good looking,' even quite 'handsome' guy (even by several women I happened to end up dating between sucking cock), but,.