He grabbed my shoulder with his right hand and helped me push back on the fingers of his left hand as he stretched my asshole out and got it ready for...the fucking of a lifetime. I was really getting into it when I felt him remove his fingers and his left hand joined his right on my shoulders. He leaned down and said “Are you ready? Are you ready for my cock?” I shook my head yes. “Tell me you want my cock” he said. “I want your cock in my ass Billy. Fuck me with your big black cock!”With. Something was clearly wrong because he didn't typically walk through the house when she was home without stopping caress her cheek, kiss her, embrace her, or at least slap her butt on the way by. He had, however, walked through as if she had not even been there, his face quite troubled.Silver found him in his normal spot. He had gotten undressed and had crawled into bed. Hidden from view by the blankets he had curled into the fetal position and was shivering as if he were freezing cold.Silver. He fucked me, more and more, gobs of sweat dropped from his lips as little welcome acts of kindness and humiliation. He spanked at my thighs, spanked at my ass. I gave myself over to him, to it.We were connected, not just physically but something else, he had known my pain of blind obedience and he was able to manifest it. There I was tied down and we were rutting in an old barn like a****ls, and it felt like my life, the pointlessness, the emptiness of my life of being good, being normal,. She sat back down next to me and we continued kissing. My hands went back to caressing her full breasts through her robe and as it fell open i could see she was wearing peach coloured matching lacy bra, panties and suspender belt. Do you like darling? she asked as my eyes looked at her sexy mature curvy body. My throbbing cock was trying to break out of my trousers and when she looked down noticing my bulge she acted all coy and said "Oh my did I do that? I t can't be good for you all squashed.