He was unusually quiet. ‘Bobby, you okay with this?’ ‘Oh, sure, man. I mean…I don’t know. It is kind of…weird.’ ‘But fun, right?’ �...Well, sure,’ Bobby said. ‘But still…’ ‘Okay, man. What’s up?’ ‘I’m starting to feel bad because she my cousin.’ ‘You feel guilty?’ ‘Ya, I guess so. It’s wrong, right? Incest and all that?’ I nodded my head. I wasn’t about to admit I’d love it if Bobby were out of the picture. The idea of Jolene all to myself for the summer was too much to dream about. ‘Look Bobby.. “En ippadi adikkadi kaththare?” Enru ammaavaik kadinthu kondaan Vijay. Verum jattiyum baniyanumaaga ninru kondiruntha Vijayaip paarththathum, Manjuvukku Eerakkulaiye nadungiyathu. Avanathu jattiyil therintha migap periya veekkaththaik kandu avalukkuk kittath thatta moorchchaiye vanthathu. “Vijay! Nee pannarathu konjam kuuda nallaayille,” enru erinthu vizhunthaal Manju. “Ithu evvalavu asingamaa irukku theriyumaa? Chee!”Vijay viruttenru thirumbiyavan, ezhunthu kondu Manjuvai nokki nadanthaan.. I think maybe it was a sense of relief finally set in. The simple fact of the matter was that she'd outgrown him, but he would always be her first real boyfriend.We were there for The Cat about this strange problem her life had just become to us all. I was balanced on the cusp of becoming a straight on rock and roll shooter. I could give up the account stuff and be okay. The VW was Nancy's as I'd gotten a big V8 gold Chevy van to haul my gear in and had a five figure bank account. I didn't know. For a moment, I was afraid I was having a stroke as my body twitched and breath exploded from my lungs.As the twitching subsided, I pulled my hand from my lap. It was covered in a thin milky film. I felt the wetness between my legs. I had soaked myself. The seat of the chair was sticky. And the smell was both sour and sweet. I put a finger in my mouth and felt an instant lust.That was my first orgasm. It would be the first of many to occur in the public library. *After my crash course, I spent.