. well, I'd quite like them around in a situation like this." Well ... yes ... but I do have to get stuff sorted out here ... though God knows that co...ld wait ... but the message she left was simply to say she was OK, would be staying with May - who's a nice woman - for a few days and would speak to me when I got back. So I don't know. Part of the problem is precisely the way I do feel about her ... of course I want to be there, but at the same time there are things we have to sort out between. As the two of you enjoy each other's mouths, her hand slowly moves up and down your shaft.You feel like there is a storm brewing in your mind and you can't tell whether it's the sun or Brenda's fingers doing it, but you don't care.You kiss Brenda hard and begin to thrust your cock into her hand."I love you," you say."I love you too," she says breathlessly.You feel like you are about to explode, but you want this to last forever.You pull out of Brenda's hand and stare into her eyes. "Do you want. But I liked this one too. Emilien must have misread my silence though, because he started to get up."I understand. I'll go. I can't expect you to accept this..." I cut him off."Let's do it." I said. He obviously wasn't expecting this."What?" Darling, I understand. I do. And if it means so much to you, I want to help you. I want to be a part of this."His face lit up "Really? You mean it?"I smiled at him, and he gave me one of his bearhugs that I so love. Tears were running down his face. "Oh,. So I went back to being my usual sexually frustrated self, but at least I had the memories of Kirsty to jerk off to and jerk off I did. It was hard not to, especially when I would still see Kirsty quite often when I was hanging out with Charlie. She didn't flirt or wink or do anything that would suggest we had once been so intimate but that didn't matter. Just being in her presence made my cock swell.I knew that Kirsty would never risk another encounter with Charlie around and truth be told.