...am I deadVaguely I here a buzzing noise almost like the sound of an alarm clockI open my eyes.....I can see but everything is fuzzy I cannot make o...t the details of theroom but it is certainly not our bedroom. There is a knock at the door."Come in I call" sitting upNow two things hit me at the same time, one that is not my voice and twothis is not my body. If I had to guess I sounded like Penny....was Isomehow in her head?A figure moved into the room, I could make out it was a slender woman. Becky comes in and informs Ben that Fred was spotted back in town. Ben tells her to get everybody cleaned up and dressed. He is going to the den to make calls, he is going to call his lawyer and his friend who is a notary public so that he can witness the documents that are going to be signed by Fred. He then is going to call Fred. Two hours later the Bens lawyer comes in, Erin, Ben introduces her to Becky and Laurie and then the rest of the girls. Becky notices the Queen of Spades tattoo on. I asked her to take him inside since everybody on the floor is disturbed with the knock. She said she is frustrated with her hubby and was crying on the phone. I consoled her on call and later she was normal. Then I asked her to call me tomorrow as “I have to discuss something with you.”Then she said ok. Even my parents were in my native place so I had no fear to talk to her. Even Surekha’s family were out of town.This was the twist and turn in the situation. The next day she called me on my. Nothing that is but a door. Looking down at my legs, the dress road up to show my garters and hoes. The high heels, it was too much. This kept up for the rest of the fall. That winter, it was to cold to go outthere and now workers were tearing down my little dream home. But there is always more that one way to skin a cat. I now wanted more. But I still didn't know everything I was feeling. I had one to talk to, to ask anything.Sometimes I would wait till Mom and dad were asleep, then I would go.