When you died on the table in that weird DHS Mobile ICU, I delayed telling them because I knew it would crush Mother, but it would completely destroy ...addy."When Rebecca said she was certain you were brain dead, Daddy ripped Jack apart for allowing it to happen. I thought he was going to hit him, he was so mad. I was hugging Mother, and she and I were comforting each other, Rebecca was holding you while the other doctor worked like a madman, trying to keep your heart beating, and Daddy just. Once I was empty, I managed to choke out another string of apologies as you got up and turned on the shower. "Baby. First of all, I knew you were clean and figured that would happen, which is why I didn't move. Second, we're already in the shower. So who cares. Now come give yourself a final rinse, we're done in here."I rinse quickly and try to rush out of the shower before you change your mind, but before I can close the door, "Since you're finished, you can go wait in our bed." Our bed.. She was wearing a short black skirt wituna revealing white blouse and we were having a good time drinking smoking and chatting with people both of us having a bit too much which was obvious because she kept going off and dancing with other guys and letting them get pretty handsie. I had always imagined her with another guy but never brought it up because I wasn't sure if I really wanted her to go through with it but seeing her like this was making me hard and think about her sneaking off with. I still fought the good fight against the pounds. The doctor said that my hip would be a lot more painful, if I weighed more than ten pounds over my ideal weight. I did that routinely, then I had to diet strictly for a few weeks. Life was such a pain in the ass, literally. I thought as I munched on a delicious rice cake. Anyone who believes that about rice cakes, probably owns a time share in Aspen.I awoke at six the next morning and began to dress in my lightweight hiking gear. I had planned a.