I mean, Dawn was gorgeous and I certainly wanted to, but so much had happened to us. "Are you sure?" I asked. "I mean, you were just raped." I don't e...en remember it and I don't want to," Dawn grabbed my head and looked at me clearly. Her crystal blue eyes bored straight into the back of my skull. "All I want to remember is feeling you inside me. YOU, Ben. My love. My true love. I need to feel you. NOW." But-" FUCK me, Ben!" Dawn pleaded. "Make my last sexual memory that of holding you in my. .. which sort of worked, meaning I slept until five am, then woke with a slight hangover, a nasty metallic taste in my mouth – and dried tears on my cheeks. Friday was more of the same.Saturday, with more hope than expectation, I took the bus out to Fox House, had coffee at Longshaw, hiked down to Padley Gorge, and picnicked in the abandoned millstone quarry. It's a quiet, peaceful, sad little place, grassy now, and I sat there – I suppose the best description was numb – for quite a while.. But it was dark out there. Someone could have been there watching. Don't know. I was gonna walk out there later to see if I could see the balcony good from the ground." Were you upstairs any more that evening?" Nope, I was part of his party entertainment. Everyone came to see Rosie Cheeks perform. Heidi worked the party too, but I was the favorite. So I was busy keeping his party hot - you know, getting spanked, fucking some, the usual."She grabbed her weird hairstyled head as if she was about. "Hey, that's no fair. My hands are all wet and I can't get you back." All's fair in love and war. By the way, I think I owe you a buck." I knew it. I still say you'll owe me another before the end of the week. Just don't use up all your present." I'll try not to. By the way, Sam's going to stay for dinner." I swatted her on the ass, got a squeal and headed up to the girls. I was going to walk right in the room, then remembered Mom's talk about being polite. I knocked on the door."Come in."I.