Sometimes words like "Princess Lilly"would spark a tingle. But the plan was to collect a big pile of booksthat plainly would be "judged by their cove..."; and the best for thepurpose were picture books aimed at very young girls. Some were moreage-appropriate. "YOUR FIRST PERIOD: A GUIDE" was confusing because ofall the weird "men"- words. Menses sounds like a Pharaoh; menstruationsounds bloody awful. But the big swirly letters on the fuschia covercaused me to select the book every week.I'd. A bottle of red wine, two glasses, candles, a blanket, matches and the joint she had rolled earlier. She grabbed her long black velvet cape and he helped her on with it. He put on his long black trench. All set."Oh, better bring my flashlight," She said. And they were out the door.It was a beautiful night. The moon was full and not a cloud in the sky, and it wasn't too cold either. They walked thru a narrow path that cut thru from the back of her house weaving its way to the ancient cemetery.. It was funny — usually he was very shy and tongue-tied with girls, but her natural assurance and easy conversation put him at ease, and he responded to her by becoming equally animated. Finally, she announced that they had arrived, jumping off the bus and leading the way down a track which meandered through a pine wood with sand dunes on either side. He followed, surreptitiously studying her bare, tanned legs and noticing how the skirt was partly see-through with the sun behind it. Feeling. 'You are in a circle of trust Frida', said the self appointed leader of the group, 'you can talk freely and tell us what it is that makes you like us'.I looked as I heard my words flow, in order to say what's on your mind you have to be dirty, 'Penis', sounds polite and proper, clinical even, so I say 'Cock, or Dick' and I say it deliberately, and with a gusto to tell them of my desire for their appendages.'I love a good cock', I started, surprised at how relaxed I sounded, as if talking to.