I would trust him with my life. Hell, I would trust him in a room with my naked wife if they had both been without sex for a year. He would never do a...ything to hurt me. We were closer than brothers.Doug is smart, probably much smarter than anyone I have ever met. We were both in the same class in high school. He was Valedictorian; I struggled to graduate in the top ten percent of our 223 person graduating class. He went to one year of college and decided it was a waste of time. He never had to. I don’t think I would have made it without it.’‘You would have, Alexa. You would. But, thank you. Goodbye, Alexa. Thank you for all you have done.’And … just like that … b**st is gone from my life.I walk backward, watching the shuttle close the door behind Otton … and take off into the sky.- - - - - - - - - - -Fast forward six months.On what was just another normal, beautiful, peaceful, ordinary day at the lagoon I am just walking out of the lagoon water with Alex. We are just returning from. Now i fantasize about her a lot like this….Mmmm! They say a picture of beauty can speak a thousand words of pleasure…Well every time a picture of you comes into my mind…damn I find myself getting lost in so much pleasure and desire…that without hesitation I feel my dark cock getting excited for you…Wanting you, needing you…and when you’re not here I find myself touching myself for you…I get lost in the realms of wanting my lips pressed against your lips…as our tongues begin to explore the. You were in my relationship every step of the way, putting up walls between us. You--” His voice broke. “You ruined us.”“I thought you cheated on him?”Carson looked away, feeling a stab of guilt inside him. “Well,” he said, biting his lip. “When you’re paranoid and constantly accusing your boyfriend of being a cheater… eventually that’s what he’ll become.”He shook his head. But he couldn’t shake the feeling. The open wound of a first love that would never close, never heal.Certainly not.