He watched me closely as I jogged by, unmoving, silent. It seemed that maybe Tuesday was some kind of off-day for the usual group.My heartbeat increa...ed rapidly as I ran past, images flooding my mind of a previous afternoon in there. I would not give in to these urges, I told myself. I felt my pace slowing, then walking, finally coming to a stop a half-block away. I looked back and saw the old man staring at me. He simply turned and walked inside. Head down, hating my weakness, I followed.. “Haa…mhmmm…ha ha…” “That was pretty amazing…..” A voice came from the dark hallway outside my room. There could only be one possibility. It has to be Helena. She's the only person staying with me in this apartment. “Helena? I thought you were asleep… I’m sorry if I woke you up” I replied. Helena has been my best friend ever since high school. She’s about 5”6, curvy build. She has these pair of wonderful breasts which guys cannot get their eyes off and even a few girls like gets jealous of her. ?My senses whirled.?I knew she was right, and didn?t know how to process my thoughts.Then, with one fingernail, she lightly stroked theunderside of my shaft.?Oh, God, please Kate,? I croaked, shivering, stretchingand straining against the fleece-lined leather cuffs that held me fast beneathher.?Oh, yes, Jeremy,? she whispered hotly in my ear, ?Just asyou?ve fantasized, I?ve had my own.? I?vealways dreamt of having a young stud like you in my clutches to do with exactlywhat I want and see him. Mum looked dissaprovingly ?Make the most of that outfit my girl, your going to dress as we tell you in future?. The first place we got to was an adult sex shop in an idustrial estate outside town. I looked at Mum not believing she was serious. I listened in dismay when she told me they sold various items to use on a naughty little girls bare bottom and we were going in to chose some. I found it hard to imagine my Mum knew of such a place let alone what they sold inside.With my face as red as.