The tension between was evident, despite the cold I was sweating. Finally I said, looking down “Well do you want to see one?”She looked down for a...second, that seemed like eternity, and then nodded. I couldn’t even imagine what was happening but I wasn’t thinking anymore. My brain horny for action was on auto-pilot mode, I unzipped my pants and took my dick out from the inside. It was already partially hard and was throbbing. It was dark and everyone was asleep. All quite except the rain and. Kelly wanted to stay in the pool and said she had seen enough of the TV. My parents agreed she could stay here and I could stay as well. The cars had no sooner left and Kelly came and stood in front of me, as I lay on my towel trying to hide my erection. I'll admit Kelly had a reaction on me but I was not sure how to cope. I just lay there looking up her legs to her bikini briefs and past her flat mid-section to her hanging breasts cupped in the fabric of her bikini bra.Kelly held out a hand. I am very nervous actuallyKA-Are I don't think so you look very confident young guyM-I am but you are very beautiful and that is making me nervousKA- Thanks. But you shouldn't be afraid of it. We will manage itM- I am happy in a way ki apko kiss karna ka mauka milegaKA- Smiley. KA- I know dekho to tumhari kismet, kitni sundar ladki ko kiss karne ko milegaM- Wo to hai kismat to khud likhi hai maineKA- Literally tumne khud likhi haiKA- Tum us din bol rahe the ki yeh script tumne mujhe mind mai. The reason for that is that I still have my “male” parts aka my cock and my balls. I plan on keeping them, but I need to reprogram my body and mind to react as female. I still masturbate my cock, but now I do it as a girl would, rubbing it with 2 fingers under the head as if it were a clit. I also can make myself cum from fucking my ass with a dildo and that feeling is AMAZING! The problem is that I still find myself occasionally getting off as a “guy” would. I came to the decision that that.