"You are so very special my love. You deserve only to be treated special." I told her honestly.She began to sob and I took her into my arms, "What is ...t? You're not sad are you?" I asked, but then I saw that the look on her face told me otherwise."Oh no!" She told me emphatically through her tears. "I'm just so happy. So satisfied. Jimmy, when you look at me the way you're looking at me right now. I feel so sexy, so womanly. Oh ... I don't know." Well, how else could I possibly look at you? You. Kid was about as loose as a coffee can full of quarters. Heard he moved to Worcester and then on to Springfield.Well, we were a tight bunch and once a Moonie, always a moonie. We asked the group that we had scheduled to come in later and let John's group come in.On meeting day, John and his crew showed up about 11:15. Said that they wanted to check out the hall -- something about sound quality. John didn't change much -- a little more gray hair but man, what an attitude. That jumpy kid was as. Jessie asked, "What is wrong?"She said, "I have something to tell and show you. Now if you don'twant to have anything to do with me I understand. I was bornbiologically male but I knew I would never be a man. The strangething about me which I found out when I was a child though I havetesticles I still have a lot less testosterone than estrogen. Now myparents finally when I was in high school decided it was a good time formy transition so I am on estrogen and these breasts are. "You don't have to worry about me getting pregnant if we have sex." I'm not coming over just cuz' you said that." He made sure to say.Okay. The thing about my flirting with Ryan, it didn't bother him. Well not anymore at least. About a month after I told him I was gay, I confessed my attraction towards him. This was during the summer going into high school. After that I'd make little remarks, which would get him all uncomfortable. But I meant them, oh boy did I mean them.I opened the door to my.