Inside was a full-length nutria fur coat. Ginger shook it out and held it for her to try on. Joan shrugged into it. Tears came to Ali's eyes watching ...he girl pull the coat tight around her face and snuggle in the fur the way Jennifer had done.Tears were rolling down the girl's cheeks. "Ginger and Sandy, I don't know what to say! Needless to say, I've never had a fur coat in my life before. It feels so light and warm and wonderful. Thank you so much!" She kissed them both; Ginger found a tissue. He just up and left Amanda and his parents without saying a word? Josh was always selfish, but that seems too far even for him. I just don’t buy it!”“I get that,” Carter said. “It’s however really clear on the tape. He got in the van, willingly. You can’t see when they first start talking so we don’t know if he drove there to meet them, or if he just ran into them, but we’re certain he knew them already.”“Everything points to one conclusion,” Jawarski added. “He didn’t get grabbed. He left with. He smiled and kissed me, suddenly lifting me into his arms he carried me over to the blanket. He sat down and we feasted on grapes, cheese and crackers, he’d even brought a bottle of wine and we drank it out of plastic cups. When we’d finished eating Gabriel and I lay together on the blanket, watching the trees sway above us. I snuggled up to his side, feeling content and a little buzzed from the wine. He turned to take me in his arms and kissed me deeply, framing my face with his big hands. I. We talked for hours on end, wishing the day was longer. I felt like I immediately knew you. We finished each other's sentences and fantasized about knowing each other in a different life. I never expected things to go this way and I don't want to hurt you. There is this immense guilt building because I feel privy to this information before you do. I hope you’ll be okay after this ends. I need you to be okay so I can find the strength.Our bodies fit together as one, but was it too forced? I.