I tried scrambling away from him but in vain.Now I was crying and yelling out for help.Rusty clawed out a hand and latched on to my left ankle and pul...ed me violently towards him.I briefly flew in the air before banging my head on the wooden floor.All I saw were stars and then felt him grab a hold of my skirt and knickers.With one almighty yank I was naked from my waist down.I screamed out as I knew that this wasn’t going to end well for me and for what reason I never found out.“Shut up.” He. What they didn't know is that when I was home alone, I would start todress a little, borrowing my sister's clothes(both were older) and evenwould pretend to smoke a cigarette. I found myself mesmeised by sight ofme in the mirror smoking and leaving the traces of lipstick on the end ofthe cigarette.But as I got older, I stayed away form that as growing up in the 60;s and70;s this was not part of my world, so I hid it way down inside.When I went to college I found myself attracted to strong. He had already explained his interest in me, but still I was here knocking on his door. My short brown hair was gelled up, as if it was a date but then again when someone invites you, you want to look your best. My skinny frame was covered by a red and black plaid shirt and my skinny jeans wrapped tightly round my legs. I knocked on his door again, this time a lot louder. I saw his figure through the frosted glass as he came bolting to the door. I looked down at my feet, inspecting myself as he. But after years passing by i discovered that we dont have that sexual chemistry that i was looking for .maybe cz i am fucked up mentally ,maybe cz i have my own fetishes that my partner dont like..such as being a dominant tho i can go both ways dominant and a submissive .i met a guy over social media he's cute,handsome,smart and young my age alsohe had something in him that intimidates me each time he talks to me,his ego ,his arrogance,his character i dont know but i like itand alot.and i knew.