Part 3That night, Jeremy, Mike and I were in our room. Even though we lived in a large house we all slept in the same room. We each had our beds again...t a different wall, then an area in the middle had a TV, sofa and an XBox. Dad had often offered to gives us our own room. But us all being adopted we had formed a strangely strong bond of brotherhood.We were all lying in bed, with the TV on watching friends, I had my laptop open and was watching the video with the screen facing away from them.. Now I was getting ready to go back to my apartment and do whatever was the first thing that would come to mind.So far I hadn't made any plans. I would see to it as soon as the elevator would get up on my floor. As I pressed the elevator button, a deep hidden fantasy of mine rose to the surface, no holds barred, no taboos.You see, I was gay.I loved watching men fuck.Now I have never ever seen it up, close and personal though.I fantasized about how this hot man in the elevator would take me. Is. "You're going to cum now, you're going to cum for me so hard... but you're not going to cum on my pretty feet, no... you're going to cum into your other hand. Go on, do it, cum for me. Do it. Do it NOW!"Ben tensed and felt himself bucking as he lifted his left palm under the head of his cock, the first spurt flew over his hand and landed on Jackie's thigh, dripping slowly down as he continued to pump the rest of his load out into his hand."That's it, don't stop until those balls are totally. It got to where he would always show up late and after grace had been said so he wouldn't have to hear it.The years went by and life happened. When I was twenty my father left my mother for some woman he worked with and the husband of that woman tracked them down and shot the both of them to death. Grandma passed away in her sleep when I was twenty-two. Cancer claimed my mother when I was twenty-nine. Uncle Wendell was my last living relative and a drunk driver ended his life when I was.