But all I saw there was apprehension, a dawning understanding that a madman was fucking her. I sensed her need to extricate herself, saw a growing ala...m twisting her features, appalled by my irrationality. She no longer wanted to meet my gaze, but I hissed, "Look at me and know me." I thrust hard and saw her eyes roll into the back of their socket. And when they righted themselves, I saw Meg smiling up at me.Not only her eyes. She was there in the natural sensuality of her body's response to my. A forest fire had gone through this area years ago and there was a surreal beauty to the devastation and rebirth, now I could see why Cody liked photographing nature. Check it out http://www.nps.gov/features/yell/slidefile/water/lakesponds/shosheartriddledelus/Page.htm All the campsites we passed were vacant our chances of having the entire West Side of Heart Lake to ourselves looked promising. We set up camp grabbed a change of clothes and headed off to wash away the days dust. A light mist. I knew that some thing was missing I just didn’t know what. Every night, when I went to sleep, your face was in my head. Every morning, there it was again. I didn’t know that you meant so much to me, until this letter,’ he pauses, sipping the coffee. ‘It hit me like a tons of bricks. I should have known all along but I guess I was too blind, or scared, to see it. Gen, I carry your smile in my heart, your laugh in my soul. Please, please say you forgive me for being such an idiot.’ Tears were. But I didn't want it to feel normal and okay. I wanted it to be wrong. Wanted them to know that I was so hot for them that I didn't care how depraved it made me to seduce them. Would they be open to that? Were they as immune to socially appropriate feelings of revulsion at the very thought of incest as I was? I hadn't noticed them staring at me as blatantly as I was at them, but somehow I was sure that yes, they were. That in fact, I'd fucked both of them many times before. Especially Mom. I.