I didn't know what to expect when I got there. My hands were already beginning to shake and I hadn't even left the station yet. "What am I doing". My ...ind was telling me to go home but this feeling in the pit of my stomach. I haven’t been this nervous since I asked Becky Wilson to the Senior Prom. As I drove up to her house I began to breathe hard, my mouth was dry as a popcorn fart. With shaking hands I knocked on her door and waited. I had to knock three times before she answered. I was. You look hot." I was surprised at Jen's comment because I never realized she thought of me in those terms.I took them to our dining room table, which had chilled wine, a few snacks, and a dish of those famous gummies. Dot did ask if they were loaded. I told her, "Yes, this is no child's party." They both seemed pleased with that answer, and I opened the wine and poured our first glass. I only poured one glass and passed it to Jen, The glass had my lipstick on it, and I said, "Go ahead, hon, if. “Yeah, she said she…” Tegan caught herself before she repeated exactly what Jennifer had intimated to her “…was pretty into him.”“So you more into Hugo or Alex?” Sally asked, confirming that she’d reached the same conclusion as Tegan, and more importantly, was ready to pair off with one of them.“I don’t know anything about them.” Tegan mused.“So?” Sally asked, seemingly reflexively, then paused. “You’re not really used to the casual hookup thing are you?”Tegan hesitated. That was a loaded. “I’m not ready!” I simply blurted out and almost ran from the sauna.Over the next few weeks, I thought about what he had said. Could he be right? Was I missing something special just because I couldn’t betray my wife being with another woman? I had heard about Craig’s list dating and decided it wouldn’t hurt to just look.There were men of every shape and size looking for everything under the sun. Some just wanted to talk while others wanted so much more. While looking through the ads I came.