Andrea and Jill had gone ahead of the group to heat food over an open fire. As soon as Beth was seated on a mat, they served her a bowl of nourishing...broth with fresh bread. The broth was hot, rich, and spicy, and Beth consumed it greedily. She didn’t know as she ate that the broth contained a powerful blend of narcotics, pain killers, and aphrodisiacs harvested from a special garden of medicinal plants and lovingly simmered in a broth of wild game. They watched closely as she finished the. My heart was beating so fast that I didnt think it would ever slow down. I stood there with the water pouring over my body seemingly stuck in neutral. I didn't know whether to be scared, excited or completely freaked out about my father seeing me pleasuring myself to is x-rated magazine. Did he actually see me? I thought to myself.. Nah he couldn't have.. Then again maybe... I wanted to skip dinner and a movie night and just hide in my room, but the thought crossed my mind. He didnt want to be. Then we'd be abandoned forever.Although I never discuss these thoughts with Anna, I'm sure she has come to many of the same conclusions. But with no more information to go on than this, there's nothing we can do except continue to wait.One joy I've had has been watching my goddaughter grow up.Mary seems to have inherited the best of both her parents, because she appears to understand politics as well as her father, and robots as well as her mother. Although I don't get to see her often, I'm not. .."I showed her the enormous strapon dildo. That thing would make a mare scream, but if it got Mandy off the crack, it would be worth it, for Peggy's sake if nothing else. Peggy's eyes went wide with alarm at the sight of it."That will kill her!" she cried."No it won't, Peggy." I said, "But it might make her wish she were dead! That's the whole idea! All the time you're raping her butt with this you'll be telling her what a worthless mother she is. You'll remind her that it was her use of crack.