After college the girls started to notice me, but like I said, I prioritized my career above any relationships so the girls didn’t stay long. Anyway... despite my maturing physique, my face (which has been called handsome more than twice) always looked younger than my actual age; almost 5 years younger and cherubic. I’ve been called sweet more times than I care to recall. “I’m always sweet ” I thought. “What if I’m not sweet?! What if I’m just a caged animal that’s begging to be released?” I. Just like when he was jerking me off, when he sensed I was close he stopped. This guy really knew what he was doing. Jonathan asked me at that point, "do you want to kiss mine?" The part of me that did not want to surrender told him no. I said "I'm just not ready to do that". Jonathan then put the full court press on me. "You were jerking me off, and you let me go down and blow you. You have come this far. Just come a little farther. No one's going to know. It'll be our secret." Jonathan stared. " I'm aware of all that," Mr. Reiser said, and he wasn't looking away from the man's stare."But as a Christian and a gentleman of traditional upbringing, I have to confess frankly that I find your nigger distasteful to my Southern sensibilities, sir." I see," my Master said quietly. I felt the tension between them as Mr. Tanner had only just stopped himself short of including my Master in his repugnance, but that would have meant calling Mr. Reiser queer to his face."Now that you know my. “I don’t believe it. I’m sure it’s just idle gossip – one of those stories that go around about people… “Sheri did not seem surprised. “What did you hear?”I couldn’t look at her. I said in a tiny voice, “People are saying you had an affair with another woman. That it almost cost you your marriage. I don’t see how it can be true.”“And yet you wonder. Is that it?” Sheri sat staring at her hands as if seeing things as they were long ago, and then looked suddenly at me. “It wasn’t the way people.