My best friend says it makes me look cheap.I don’t think so. I love it. It has given me self confidence; I don’t know why it just has.I would neve... have dreamed of having one whilst I was married. We were far too prim and proper as a couple. But once I had had a couple of indiscrete affairs with my tennis coach and one of my k**’s best friends dad, and his brother (that is the k**’s dad’s brother) at a fund raising BBQ a couple of years back, the marriage was as good as over.I am much happier. So, let’s finish what we started, one more round of steaming, mindblowing sex and make a promise that we do this once a month.”“And what about your girl ?”“She doesn’t need to know, i’m not telling anything. It’s our secret”“And what if i get a boyfriend ?”I think for a few seconds....“If you get a boyfriend, it’s up to you what you want to do. You can do as i do; say nothing and keep doing this in secret or you can stop this and focus on your relationship. Or.... the 3rd option.... I’ll take. He was my mother’s older brother and had stopped by to say hello. He had been by the dinner and mother had told him to stop by and check on me on his way out of town. So engulfed in applying my makeup and the rain tapping on the roof, I had not heard him drive up or enter the house.He broke the awkward monument telling me to stand up and turn around so he could see what a pretty gurl I was. I did as told to scared not to comply with his demand. By the time I made a complete turn around my. I went to our bedroom to find the door closed. I opened it and there twisted up in our bed was Deb. The pillow under her head was wet with tears. I carefully sat on the bed and looked at the face of the soon to be mother of my first child. How could she think that I could walk away from such beauty?I gently kissed her cheek and she slowly woke up. The sudden realization of who was with her hit her and she sat straight up, almost knocking me onto the floor.“Mick!” She got that word out before.