All of them were smaller than the first. I wasn't turned on by sucking dick at all. While dating the girl who is now my 2nd wife I was tempted by a gu... with an 8" dick and it was real fat. The experience was short and disappointing. After being married I was on a business trip when I was taken by a white guy and his 9.5" cock. I loved how he slowly stretched my ass deeper and looser. I realized I liked big dick. Now I've tryed on several occasions to get my wife to fuck a hung black guy as I. He laid me on the bed and said, “Bhabhi, aaj mai aapko khush kar dunga.”I closed my eyes and wanted to feel him. My husband’s cousin slipped his hand inside my panty and started rubbing my pussy and clit. I was moaning, “Aahhh tumhare haatho me jaadu hai..”He pulled my panty and then kissed my navel first. Then slowly he started going down on me. He parted my legs and slowly fingered my pussy. I was literally in heaven. My husband’s cousin then buried his face between my legs on pussy and with. There were two other cocks within arms reach and I put one in each hand. A guy had gotten down on his knees and began licking my pink asshole, while another guy licked my balls and still another licked and sucked up and down on my boyclitty. When one of the guys took off my heels and began kissing my feet and sucking on my toes...rubbing his hard cock on it...my heart almost skipped a beat. When the second guy took off my other heel and started kissing and sucking on my other foot, I lifted. It’s been years I felt a man inside me. The society expects a single mom to be like a widow and it’s a mistake if I speak out my necessities and desires.I don’t have anyone except my son who is 22 years old as of now. In a way, I am lucky that I don’t have any in-laws or my parents. That would get some pressure and limitations on my life. I used to pleasure myself when I was home alone when my son was away at college. I pleasured myself enough whenever I felt like I need some. But I am fed up.