21 September: One of the guys brought a sample of the thick, liquid mix that the cattle is fed. He dared us to drink shots of it. We each took a bot...le cap and tried to down the yellow looking substance. It was barely palatable, like a horrible, mashed energy bar. I felt a bit sick, then thought of how awful it would be to have this as your only diet. The cattle have to eat a gallon of that shit, in two portions each day. 25 September: All the cattle have started producing and the pumping. Oh shit, you are going to make me cum before the party even starts.” Flex sat up a little bit and the look of sheer panic on Ernesto’s face was evident. “Hey, what’s wrong? What’s going on in that pretty head of yours?” “I just wanted to make you feel good, that’s all.” What he really wanted to say was, “I am used to guys using my mouth as many times as they want and I feel like I’ve failed if I didn’t make you cum.” “You did make me feel good. Too good in fact, that was incredible. I. I already had an erection, and Crystal came over and looked at it closely. "Hmm," she said. "Nice penis, Will. I like how it's long and thick and bent just a little. But do you know what to do with it?" She stroked it a little, then knelt down in front of me and took it in her mouth. It felt warm and very very sexually arousing. She slid her lips up and down it, and I moaned and said, "Yeah. Well, I don't know if I know how to use it, but you sure know how to use those lips, Crystal!" She took. I quickly scanned the room and yelled "OH SHIT!" Out of just about every shadow came a gunman, it looked like there were at least fifteen but not more than twenty, each of them firing two pistols. Both 203 gunners fired flash bang grenades. I emptied the shotgun then dropped it and pulled both pistols. I know three rounds hit my vest because it felt like someone hit me with a sledgehammer each time.The shooting lasted maybe three minutes but seemed to take forever. I had fired all 15 rounds.