Gillian said she had only chosen colours that would suit me. For amoment I started to think she was serious, then she laughed and said,"Gotcha!"The i...ony of course was that she was in fact telling the truth as I wouldsubsequently find out.Eventually Gillian chose a scarlet shade that she had tried on my handand some matching eyeshadow and it was then time to find some perfume.She opted for Hypn?se after seeking my approval and we went to get acoffee. This was a private joke between Gillian. Next I put on my sports bra and then wrapped a scarf tightly around my breasts to minimize my outline even more. I could hardly breathe but I could see by the mirror that my figure really looked different. I then dressed in my baggiest sweatshirt and jeans. The end result was very androgynous.That was all I could do until I arrived in England. The ride was an agony of fear, and pain from my squashed breasts, but I wasn't going to cave. I would not give up my freedom, even if my folks managed to. ”“You’re probably right, but I couldn’t just stand back and watch him die there.”“My Lord, saving a wounded man is one thing, risking your life to do so for an enemy is another.” She whispered furiously.“So, risking my life to save anyone is not allowed?”“No, My Lord, you are too valuable to risk,” she felt serious.“Even you?”She slapped my arm lightly, “I’m serious. You risk too much. You attack too much. And you treat the nobility too harshly. You need to be more careful.”The worry in her. About a week went by and then one day Julie came up to me."How are you holding up?" Okay, I guess." You getting enough since you had to cut back on Billy? Is Robbie going to be enough for you?" What in the world do you mean by that?" Oh come on mother, I'm not a c***d. I've known what you have been doing almost from the start. Why do you think I started spending so many nights over at girlfriend's houses? I wanted to give you privacy." So why are you telling me this?" Maybe we can help each.