’ I said, ‘I think you should put a special bonus in everyone’s pay envelope for tonight and add it to my bill. You can smile and call it combat...pay!’ The three of us laughed, and I asked Anita if I might drive her home. She said, ‘Yes, can Clemmie drive my car and you follow in yours?’ Clemmie climbed in my car at Anita’s house, laughing and saying, ‘That is some woman! She asked me how you were in bed!’ I groaned. My girlfriend was in total control. I looked at her, eyebrows raised. She. I'm goin to sit next to her." Once next to me he says "My name is Paul. What’s your name babe?" I couldn't think I was stunned and smiling. So I blurted out a name. I'm Toni." I smile really nervouslyHe then smiles and says how about you lift up the shirt for me. Let me get a look at those pretty titties I know you got. I smile nervously and lift up my shirt and he loves how my soft little tits drop out.Paul says "those are nice little tits maybe I can play with them before the Party?" I smile. And his hands...I've never felt so small in my life. "Nice to meet you Tyrone," I said. "Yea you two man," replied Tyrone, "we are going to have some fun here!" "Hell yea!" I said.The first two weeks were crazy. Drinking, meeting new people, and smoking pot. I had never smoked before but Tyrone always had weed on him. I was nervous at first, but he said I would enjoy it, and I did! There was one very (un)fortunate side effect that smoking had on me though...it made me SO HORNY! A few times when. I was immersed in them which sounds almost frightening but was a dream brought to life. It was as if I had a soul foremost to a physical presence mixed together with theirs. I was perhaps merely a spirit. I didn’t understand but I felt completely loved like I belonged.They hovered around and in me, something that had no fathomable dimensions and was entirely not a physical reality. Yet I felt I was conscious and they were, I know, somehow physically present because I sensed I could feel them on.