All of a sudden I felt a smack on my ass, he said NO! Then he told me to turn around and sit. While I was on the toilet, he pushed my legs apart and h...ld the cup to my pee hole. I filled the cup, and got dressed, without saying a word to him. Once we were back in the examination room, we both sat in silence, not even looking at each other. I knew for sure this isn’t the person I wanted to spend my life with. I was thinking of different ways to tell him, but it kept going back to that damn. It is weird, I told myself. That I don't seem to remember this Amber atall. I wonder if changing my gender switched a male bully in my life witha female bully.Back to the original problem. I'm going to need help. My mom and sisterseem to be logical choices. Since my sister offered this morning, mightas well go see there. The thought of going to my younger sister forfashion advice is kind of weird. Tony and Cindy didn't really get alongin high school.She was the popular one. Because she was in. It came to me that I had not even seen my stumps. I hadn’t tried. I was, I realized, frankly afraid to see them. I knew I would eventually have to, but I was in no hurry. No indeed.The Captain and Dora and I talked for quite a while. They told me about some of the programs that the church had that might be of help to me down the line, including furnishing me with a part time job if I decided that that might be a good fit for me. I knew I might have to consider that very thing down the line.. The front end hit part of the sharply rising terrain, causing him to lose complete control of the Challenger, it rolled over and landed on the roof. He watched as the cell phone in his lap and the red roses on the passenger seat flung out the window. The black Challenger continued sliding until it progressively ground to a halt. — Completely disoriented and hanging upside-down in his seatbelt harness, Luke tried to get his bearings. He wasn’t quite sure but it looked like after the two vehicles.