After telling my secretary to cancel my appointments for the rest of the day I rushed out of the office to meet her, for some strange reason didn’t ...ant to keep her waiting. The restaurant was an Italian wonder, it was nicely tucked away from the usual city buzz and quite a classy place too. I was chaperoned to her corner table by a formally dressed waiter and the moment she spotted me she rose and opened her arms to greet me warmly. In fact the warmth of her greeting left me breathless.She. I'd have to learn how to be myself, which was a weird thought. I wonder if I could practice somehow. Maybe go out to bars and see what it felt like to 'be myself', I guess.Ugh.Not long after I found out about masturbation, and then the internet, I discovered stories describing BDSM relationships, and it resonated somewhere deep inside of me. I wanted to be a dominant. I wanted control. But that inequality was so alien to how I was raised that I felt tremendous guilt about it and never told a. ..yea honey, just like that...now massage the bottom part with your tongue—umm... Now tell me how much you like to suck Daddies cock...That’s it, just the tip, honey. Just like that...That’s all Daddy wants you to have right now, understand?”“Yes, Daddy. Please let me have more!” I breathlessly whisper, as my heart pounds in overdrive as my lust for you overtakes me...Your eagerness to reach my waiting pussy climbs with my attention to your desires as you feed me more and more of your cock.... I found out sooner than I expected. When I returned to the living room everybody had left and I could hear Matt coming in from the back yard into the kitchen. I watched him for a moment before he looked up and saw me standing there in his living room. “Oh, hey Amy, you are still here! I thought everybody had left.” “I was just upstairs in the bathroom and when I came down everybody had left. I can help you tidy up though.” Without waiting for him to deny me the chance I started gathering.