Comforting him in a friendly way. "Don't worry hopefully Marissa will soon see what a wonderful person you are."Giovanni blushed and moved his hand aw...y leaving Camille feeling more hopeless than ever. Gene wondered how Camille could deal with loving Giovanni and not having him respond back. Or how she could even be friends with the girl that Giovanni admired so much. Camille was a strong and beautiful woman and Gene knew what he had to do.Back at her apartment, Marissa lay in bed reading up on. The finality of her statement stung me even after all this time. ?Your place in life is now to serve and obey, and to make your situation worse I am going to allow you to control your own thoughts most of the time?. I heard giggles from her sisters but my eyes never left Mei Ling's face. ?Your very being belongs to us, you are owned and will do anything that we tell you, you will humiliate yourself for our amusement?. I wanted to fight, I felt for the first time in her presence able to argue. Upstairs in my bedroom, the girls sat on my bed and Wendy whispered to Amber before they both giggled and Amber agreed with her. She turned to me and told me to go change into my most sissiest lingerie and cover it with my robe before returning to the room. I had butterflies in my stomach as it hit me I was about to show to hot teens what a sissy I was and wondered what their response would be! I keep all my play things in the spare room as that's usually where I entertain, so I went there and. Things went along good for the next couple of days. Eddie and Frank spent most of their time off with my brother's friends. I went over to Cindy's house on Saturday and we sat in her room listening to CDs.Cindy started to tickle me and soon her hands were under my skirt. When she touched me, I jumped and pulled away."What's the matter, Jen?" she asked, her expression showing disappointment."I don't know." Don't you want to, you know?" Not right now, Cindy." Are you mad at me?" No, I'm not mad,.