‘I’ve always cared about you, Jonnie, you know that… and I’ve always been attracted to you! But I thought I was in love with Brad and now I’... not sure how love is supposed to feel! I’m so confused and I won’t risk hurting you by saying something I don’t seem to know the meaning of! All I know is that when you’re near me, I can’t think about anything else but how you make me feel! And it’s nothing like how I felt when I was with Brad… and I don’t know what that means! All I’m telling you is that. "But is true", I continued, "That is a part of my past that resides there. It shall never be a part of me again." "it's that so, said Richard. "You have been eyeing me for days now. as we have trained, I've observed you, watching the curve of my very ass while licking your lips. And right now, I see your knees tremble and can hear your heart skipping. What are you afraid of? or better yet, what are you ashamed of?" I said nothing. It was true. A very shameful truth. I had held it inside of me. Oh, I know, she confidently responded, Its just how do I tell my Mother? She will freak! Hmmm, I pondered, I dont know, but I have found that honesty is always the answer, although at first there may be a rough patch. How would you respond if Jenny told you she was a lesbian? Karen asked. A week ago, it would have shocked me to my core. But now, I just assumed she was. The evidence was all there. Well, I would support her, of course. I mean, being a woman in the world today is tough enough.. I went on the website, as a daily check, and i had had a reply from a guy calling himself hornykieth. He said he wants to hook up, now at this point i should say im 19 and have never had a gay experience in my life. but was always kinda curious. I replied to the message asking where he was and he replied where abouts he lived, it wasnt too far from where i lived and i was in such a horny mood i decided to go see him. Not having a car i caught the bus to near the asda he lived near and he.