I wished a thousand times I had not chanced upon him during the period before Reynal's escape. Perhaps without that particular focus our own tension...could have dissipated. But it did exist. He thought I held him responsible for Reynal's shameful act, yet I knew that it was my own people who were truly to blame for the false accusation. I kept much to myself, or would have. Mother would not allow it. Our Winterfair feast had actually been a few days before Christmas and when the day. ” Katie’s eyes widened as she looked at her friend and said, “ How are you going to do that? Are you going to kiss me yourself"? “That’s exactly what I’m going to do,” said Emma, “But only if you are comfortable with it. We wont tell anybody. It will be our little secret. I rather like the idea of kissing you anyway.” Katie was looking at Emma with a look of doubt on her face, but I could see that the idea of kissing her friend appealed to her, and of course, it certainly appealed to me. I was. Me – How long will you take dear?Nithya – 15-20 minsMe- Can I use your laptopNithya – Sure dear and she came and gave it to me.Me- Oye password ????Nithya-NithyaAs I opened the laptop I checked my mail and FB, as I was done I saw a folder Me I shouted Nithya How long more baby (Dear, Baby, Love, Jaan is what we commonly use to call one another and we even use this in front of our parents)Nithya- 10 mins pls loveMe – fine and I then opened the file “ME”.What shocked me was first it asked me for. I raced along on my mountain bike, thoughts swirling through my head. I was on one of the easier trails. I thought I had better stay off the technical routes, because I was distracted and liable to ride right off a cliff. The prominent thought in my mind, was about the new revelations I had learned about my wife. She was the center of my universe, the love of my life, the mother of my child, and my soul mate. She also carried a deep secret that she kept from me for over 16 years. She had.