" And-"Stephanie." You admonish her sharply. "Didn't you say you loved me?" You stare at her expectantly until she nods in reply. "This is what grown ...ps do when they're in love. And you told me you're all grown up now." You sigh and step back. "But I guess maybe you're too young for this." Wait!" She cries, dancing on your strings like a marionette. You shudder at the sound. Along with 'please be careful' and 'no' they were your favorite words in the world. There was only one thing more. The day began relatively early for SHE and Joseph, waking at noon and after some breakfast of croissants and coffee, an injection of heroin followed by a couple of joints to put the nod on. They went out wandering through the neighborhood, shopping at bookstores and a record store and looking at a couple small galleries. Around dinner time they each had a slice of pizza and a coke, the meager eating being SHE's usual and Joseph's efforts to keep his system weaker than normal. They wandered to. "It's a tub, sink and toilet," he said and pointed her in the right direction.He didn't exaggerate this time. That's exactly what the bathroom was: a tub, sink and toilet. That's all. No linen closet, no counter, no shower, and the floor was... she couldn't decide what made up the floor. It was too dirty to make an informed judgment. "Do we have hot water?" she asked."Yes. When I asked, the real estate agent said there was a hot water heater. I checked, and it didn't work, so the lease called. ” She looked at me with a naughty expression. “But you know, the real fun is to have it with someone else!”I was numb and tried to avoid her presence the whole day. She too did not talk to me. At night, when she came to the bed I was very much perplexed. After some time she whispered in my ear, “Do you want to experience it today also?”I had no reply. Then she said, “Then, shall I teach you a new game?” Telling this she kissed me. When her thick bosom touched my chest I felt a sensation passing.