And I still do. Now we're both in college and still hang out regularly.Just last week I caught my boyfriend of two years cheating on me. I loved this ...an. Derek had told me that he suspected John was cheating; I couldn't believe it though. John was always so convincing. I thought he loved me. Obviously not.I've spent the past few days sobbing about it. I haven't told Derek about it yet, because I know that if I do, I'll start crying. But I need to tell him so bad. I need comfort. 'I'll do it. I'm excited for school today. I'm stillbasking in the afterglow from last night's date. I don't have to worryabout Amber sabotaging my day. Everything is looking up for me. I'm evencontemplating living this way. Staying in 1997. Staying as Christina. Ifthis is my life now, I can certainly live with it. All that reallyconcerns me is what wrong am I suppose to right? Is it important enoughfor me to throw all of this away?It's now Day 9 out of two weeks and I still have no clue what I'msupposed to. Ray( for short) has always been more popular than me at school so she had a lot of hot friends and it was hard for me, a freshman, to resist their 16 year old grade charms. One day Ray brought a friend home, Kim. As she walked in the door I was watching T.V. and my jaw dropped as I starred at her amazing body. Her tits looked to be at least C' s, maybe D' s and she had a blemish free face and high cut cheek bones. She looked Indian but she had the body of a super model, Her ass was pushing. You listened as I told this guy, You can have more here tomorrow night, I love lots of cock, The man kissed me then drifted off in the shadow of the path. You wanted to confront me but thought better.You hurried home as I got myself organised and beat me into the house by five minutes. You pretended to have fallen asleep when I got in and stirred as I shut the door , so I told you I'll have a shower before bed.You enjoyed watching me get fucked and wanted to see more of it, you waited till.