But over all, it told me that I should tell her exactly what I was feeling, because it was wrong to lead her on.And god how I hated that voice.I stood...up, and walked over to the magazine that was splayed open on the floor and picked it up. I closed it and brought it over to the end table next to where I had been sitting, and set it down. I then found myself walking up the stairs and towards her room on the second floor, as if on a death march. Soon I found myself in front of her door. I knocked. He was the only friend I had left. Plus we were in the Mary Ellen thing together.The first thing I did to prepare for the evening's customers was to wash the beer mugs from the night before. The sink was three stainless steel thing. The first sink was filled with hot water. The second was a rinse of hot water and third sink held a sanitizer made with a special mixture to kill any germs left over from the other two sinks.Next I fired up the coffee pot. Since I would be drinking while I worked, I. When Friday came around, she told me she was down to her last pill. “Do you still want me to stop taking these?” I responded, “yes.” “Well then, I get to chose how we do the first breeding session. Tomorrow I have an appointment for a full body waxing and when I get home you will expected to be a four-session breeding stud!” I thought that tomorrow would never come!Well, tomorrow came and of she went to her waxing appointment while I made up some snacks to munch on between our sessions. When. I dressed in a simple black skirt and cream blouse and slipped onmy heels. The black polish on my toes caught my attention as my sheerhose slipped into black t-strap four-inch heels.I had a few minutes before the cab arrived so I wandered into the livingroom. On the coffee table were notes written in Giuliana's hand,planning for the trip. She had crossed out my name from her flightinformation printout but I saw a small mark next to my name that lookeda little like a question mark. Was she just.