I switched on my pc and started browsing. She came near me and was watching what I was doing, standing beside the chair where I was sitting and was be...ding over my shoulder and started brushing her breasts. A strange feeling was developing inside me and my cock became erect inside my shorts. The erection was clearly visible as I don’t wear underwear at night. I have a 7 inched cock and it was clearly visible to her.She started staring at my cock and her breathing was becoming faster which I was. "Isn't that YUCKY and NASTY?" she asked, I keep telling her that it isn't the taste of the cum that I like, it is the combined flavors of the mutual mixes. I have no desire to get it "draft" Then she launched into this long diatribe, about how could I suck her pussy, when I knew some guy had shot his baby batter in it!I just told her about a time, when I was in my mid teens, and I went to a party where there was drinking, dancing, smoking (weed), and everyone was generally having a good time. I. I had a 'special' surprise present for him, if you get what I mean. But when I got there, some blonde chick had beat me to it. They were hard at it when I went through the door to his bedroom. I had creamed as many curses at him as I could think of at him, and marched out the house, tears running down my cheeks. He ran after me, trying to explain. "It's not what it looks like. She just came to say hi. She's no one!". I swore at him and ran all the way home. Once in my own safe room, I'd. I stopped and looked for a minute at the players, young black and brown boys, thirteen or fourteen years old, and I thought of Sam, and I felt a surge of regret that I had not seen him at that age, a lanky, awkward boy on the verge of a stately manhood. I wished he were beside me, but I knew that this was a journey I needed to take alone. He could not help or guide me. I had been alone in May, I needed to be alone now. I drove along the road and tried to imagine how it must have appeared to.