This was obviously the S&M room. I did not think we would be using this room tonight, but who knows during our next visit!So here we were at our first...Swingers club. The only problem was it was empty except for the bartender/host and us. Of course, the place had only opened up at 8:00 PM and it was now only a little before 9:00 PM, so there was still hope. Gary had also said he was going to come over with some friends.Angel and I took our seats on the low couch against the wall, which faced the. Sherry introduced everyone to each other and cocktails and snacks were served. Everyone seemed to be getting along. Sherry even struck up a conversation with Jason about hypnosis.Jason told everyone that he could hypnotize people and did it for fun at gatherings such as this, I told him I didn't believe he could hypnotize people unless they wanted to be hypnotized. He somewhat agreed and said he would like to try to hypnotize someone here.Tony and I volunteered Sherry who refused at first, but. It may also turn out that she and Bob aren't compatible on a personal level, but they'd never know unless they tried. She knows she likes him, a lot and without that goofy "restriction" she'd have let him fuck her silly last night. She smiled to herself and let out a heavy sigh. Maybe tonight?Bob on the other hand was completely blown away. He now knew of Heather's pain, though he couldn't truly relate having never had that kind of experience. He could certainly relate to the loneliness. He. Finally he puts me out of my misery and asks why i have such self-doubt. i answer that i have not accepted myself. He asks why not, and i answer truthfully, "i don't know, Master." He nods as He did before. He says this discussion is not over, but we will continue it another time. The first punishment is over, and it is time for the second. "Yes, Master" i whisper. Part of me feels incredibly relieved - the past hour and a half has been absolutely horrible. But i know W/we are not through yet..