He seemed so much more relaxed now. Before, he worked six and seven days a week, leaving early in the morning and returning late at night. He realized...just how little he did see of her and Randy. No wonder she seemed grown-up. He had missed much of their lives!“Oh, sorry, my lady. You are all grown up on me now. I can’t believe it.”She smiled, thinking to herself how he would be surprised just how ‘grown-up’ she really was. She started chopping the lettuce and tomatoes up but wasn’t doing a. .. but how ... How was that possible? How could she have failed to truly convert and give her heart to the Lord?Where had she failed? April ran out, crying now, desperate to make sense of it all. She screamed at the sky, shaking her fist at Heaven and Christ. What had she done wrong? How had she failed to repent well enough to please and satisfy God? What in the world was this, a really awful nightmare? If so, why hadn’t pinching herself woken her up?In spite of herself, April stopped when she. Karen read my notes on theinterviews as the sales girl fitted me for the wig. Alice and Karen triedto embarrass me more by complimenting me on their and my new lingerie,but I'd been embarrassed enough and now felt pretty comfortable trying onthe wig. Even when Alice pulled out my new bras and showed them to thesales girl, I felt kind of good about it. I survived the JC Penney semi-annual bra sale, got fitted and an appropriate number of bras for a sissylike me. The new panties were adorable. I. I waited outside for a few minutes. I could hear some muffled noise coming from inside. Finally, I decided to try the door. It was not locked. Slowly, I opened the door. I could see a man sitting on the bed, facing the window. The man was naked and had his back to me. He had blond hair and his back was also hairy. I raised the steak knife in my hand as I yelled, ?Who the hell are you and what are you doing in my house?? The naked man stood up with a start, and turned to face me. My eyes were.