That gave me time to pull myself together, and act fine. I knew my feelings were leading me to John, and I knew that I wanted what he had wanted for y...ars. I didn't know exactly how the night would go, but I knew I was going to tell him I loved him. I know that sounds crazy, but I couldn't help it. I've never have been known to jump from relationship to relationship, let alone marriage to a relationship with someone new, but I needed him. I had ignored my heart for years, and now I saw what he. . you didn't keep going out of some sick perverse need to torture her... you stopped. With what you had on that whore you could have degraded and humiliated her all night long, done a lot more damage to her than Carol did... you didn't. You stopped. Don't be telling me what an evil motherfucker you are. I know better." What did Carol do?" Nothing much... slapped her around some, broke her nose, made her believe she was gonna die so she pissed and shit herself."Harry smiled, "That's my. An attractive blonde somewhere in her thirties. She was dressedin a dark blue business suit. She introduced herself and we shook hands.She pressed a button on her desk and spoke into an intercom, "Mr.Collins, your fiancee is here." Three seconds later, a door opened andTom entered the room.Tom was smiling as he said, "I'm glad you arrived! Come into my office."As soon as the door closed behind us, he had me in his arms and my armswere around his neck as we kissed. My body was still tingling. "Excellent." The doctor's voice was soft. "Everything looks perfectly normal."Giving her an intense look, he snapped on a pair of latex gloves. "You might find the exam a bit uncomfortable, but I'll do what I can to make it good for you." Lindsay thought that was a strange choice of words, but she remained where she was, spread open on the exam table. She felt oddly helpless, and if she was honest with herself, somewhat turned on by the doctor's unorthodox methods. Pulling up a stool, Dr..