.the soft hands of the nurse holding my hand as she guided the needle into my skin....mmmmm.Then some time to be alone, waiting for the room and dr. t... be ready. Thinking of what was next, I'm surprised I didn't have a massive hard on, but my mind kept it in check, I suppose. None of what was happening or about to happen made me nervous. In fact the bowel prep at home was the most inconvenient part. This certainly wouldn't be the first time I had something in my ass, and this would surely be. HE brings me into HIS office, and sits me in a chair. This little act ofnormalcy is important, in case my mother suddenly returns for me. Onething I remember from one of the early Visits was hoping that this time,talking would be all we did. I know better now. Toys do not hope , theyonly serve.HE gives me my dose of medicine, and I remember the first time HE gave itto me. I was a little reluctant to take it, but Mother had told me totrust the doctor, and I knew doctors gave you medicine to. 11:37 PM. ?Ready for my suggestions?? ?Make this good,? I said, or the instant the sun rises ,you have a dozen studded dildos in you. She laughed. ?You really are your father’s sun. You need four slaves, for starters. I have no doubt you’ll find more later, just for fucking, but I assure you you won’t be satisfied with less than four.? ?Why four?? I asked. ?Because that’ll get all the bases of things you want to do with slaves covered. First, you’ll need a. Every now and then I would whimper a "no" or "please stop", but I knewthere would be no end till he planted his seed within me. The pain inmy ass had eased quite a bit, but I could feel a trickle of fluid rundown my raised back. I hoped it was just the lube or some of my analfluids, but really, I knew that I would find a puddle of red on thesheets when Victor consummated this act of rape.As my mind wandered to escape the moment and what I feared to find, anold saying crossed my thoughts. "Rip.