I slowly turned to him, tears rolling down my face."... what aren't you telling me?" I whispered softly.He squeezed his fingers against my skin and dr...pped his chin, looking down between us."... why is this so much easier for you?" I asked."It's not," he mumbled."I know you," I whispered. "You would have stopped me, if you were..."Then he raised his face and looked directly at me, his eyes red and watering."It's been hard for me, too," he said.I wiped my nose, fighting back the tears. I. . I was amazed howlittle effort was needed to deliver so much stimulation, and, again,smiled at a girl in tight jeans sitting nearby.She smiled back, looking a bit flushed.During the switch to the connecting flight on the mainland, I got a nastysurprise - we had to go through security again, and this time there WEREbody scanners! I had no choice but hope for the best and go in, raise myhands and wander, what will they see on the scanner. Will they pull me tothe side for a patdown? Take me to. ’ ‘Yeah.’ ‘You are aware I’m CEO of a company that makes furniture and about half of our business it to custom ordered?’ ‘I knew you headed a furniture manufacturing company but nothing was said about custom manufacture.’ ‘I see and did you produce any unique designs?’ ‘Only the one so far, I was engaged in improving designs of existing catalogues but we received a demand for a, quote, exhilarating design of bar stools, unquote, and so managed to come up with something that pleased the client. For some men, the thought of being fucked is seen as being gay, soft and feminine. For the rare type of man...I like to call him the freaky Alpha male. For the Alpha male with a tiny bit of freaky mixed with a lot of curiosity- they crave to be in situations where they are for ONCE not in control.This man, "Bryan" is 38 years old, black, successful-to say the least. He is the CTO of a very well known company in L.A.,Ca. I met Bryan while back in California. I had decided to go out with my girls.