Steve and I were at a big cocktail party and Peg and her husband were also there. Peg and I affected not to know each other and I immediately liked he... husband, Bob. He was an aw-shucks country boy with a shock of unruly blond hair, an engaging smile, and the quiet arrogance characteristic of men who do dangerous things for a living. I spent most of the party talking to him and he gave me what was more than a perfunctory kiss when we left the party. Peg seemed a bit irritated at the attention. JK’s body moved up and now their tongues were mingling and Dylan could undoubtedly taste his own essence on his tongue and lips making him go berserk and they hugged and kissed even more lustily while JK removed rest of Dylan’s dress, making him all naked for him to enjoy.Fuck baby, you are a hot bitch; JK said to Dylan with his face smeared all over with the red lipstick and feeling totally beat and dizzy as he fell on the bed naked with his face in the pillow, his ass raised up and his body. My brilliant turn as a girl hadended in a fiasco which I'd barely survived. I was stranded in a noman's lands between the male and female genders. To escape thatpurgatory would I, like so many transsexuals before me, be forced toabdicate honors and achievements for a life of deceit and hustling?I wasn't sure which life I belonged in, but I refused to retreat fromtransition. I would reinvent Alexandra and her world.Take OffMy flight to Ann Arbor was booked as Alex, so I travelled dressed as. To use any fancy words is to put on airs that I don’t deserve to put on, much the same as clothing. Those fancy words hide the true me as much as clothes do. When I’m naked and vulnerable, or dressed to highlight my tits and ass, you’re seeing the true person who’s been hiding behind a wall of make-believe her whole life,” Honey explained.“So you’re naked because of rule two,” Joe nodded his head in understanding. Hearing him say that out loud was gratifying. It meant he’d made the connection.