She took her bag and left the bus. I went to buy Juice and water.When she came back from toilet, she had changed her dresses to Churidhar. Now we both...sat in the same seat only, bus started… lights were switched off after few mins. I put my hand on her shoulder and pulled her towards me. She was leaning on my shoulder, I took her chin and started to kiss on her forehead. She hugged my waist and came close to me very tightly. I moved down, forehead to eyes… cheek… ear lobes… inserted my tongue. Mein wahan se chup chaap chala gaya, lekin ghar ja kar mughe us ke jism ki garmi ne sakoon nai lene diya me do din tak bechain hi raha, lekin do din baad me dobara apni jane man ke ghar gaya au raise pretend kiya ke jaise kuch hua hi nai hai, lekin me bohat desperate thaa, maine socha kea ab iseDobara garam kiya jae, maine pehle us se normal batein kien aur use dodbara comfatable kiya, ab ye baat to mein smagh gaya thaa ke ye chudnaa chahti hai nai to ye mughe ghar me ghusnay naa deti, pura din. She slid her head down a little more taking about half in her mouth but still not taking it all then she returned to the tip where she flicked her tongue around the tip and under my foreskin. I was caressing her breasts and rolling her nipples between my fingers. My eyes were closed as I enjoyed her mouth on my cock."Jesus Christ Mom what the fuck are you doing". My eyes flew open and a much younger, taller, slimmer image of the woman on my cock stood in the doorway. Cheryl didn't seem to. And despite all that had happened, all that I'd said to him on that night, my heart started pounding with excitement as soon as I saw him.I didn't realise until then that something so seemingly simple as sex could be so complicated. I think if I hadn't been so frustrated with Ed, if I hadn't wanted sex so much with Ed, then I could have walked past my old boyfriend with my nose in the air! But I guess I wanted to prove something to Ed, or was it simply that I wanted sex? I'm ashamed to say it.