”Carl agreed, and we went inside to watch some sports on TV and drink some more beer. Then when we were both pretty drunk, Carl leaned over and took...my hand and placed it on the considerable lump in his pants.He held my hand there as he said, “Come on and rub my big cock for me, Ed. You know your want to. I like to show it to white guys who are impressed by its size. And I have to piss again anyway, so you can come with me to the bathroom and hold it for me while I pee.”My mind was in a fog and. He was a widower and became aroused. Subsequently we became friends and I saw him masturbate in front of me one day; it excited my interest in stranger sex. We developed this and a female friend likes to have sex with single men or groups and I like to welcome them and accompany her. I'm told I am a "fluffer" in the world of stranger sexual meetings! As a couple we aren't averse to my husband having sex with me whilst men masturbate and watch. We do this occasionally and know people and places. “Sure, babe – I’ve got nowhere to be for two days, unless I get called by one of my consulting firms!”“Speaking of firm, are you hard again, already?” she asked.“God yes, Liz – I walk around hard all the time, even back when you were 14 and I was 16, I just couldn’t do anything about it then. I didn’t want to scare you off, by telling you that you gave me erections. I was always in my room, thinking of you, masturbating until I came at least once, sometimes twice.”We fucked three more times. To give you an example, I had never been on a date, never had a sexual relationship with anyone other than myself. A few quick tugs, a few vague dreams. I was very asexual.During the last part of that life, I began to do research in phonemes. Smells, for those of you that don't recognize the word. I was curious about how ants made their trails to their food supplies. It was pure research, but I had always done 'pure research.' Barry had been the one to spot the enormous commercial potential in.